" When you want something badly the world conspires to give it to you."
Seems the world is conspiring against me or maybe I have stopped wanting things badly enough. Standing alone on the battleground of job market in this period with a love and passion for a career, and not a mere "job"......... mocked at by batch mates, ridiculed for dreams, reprimanded for beliefs, I, for the first time today in last 7 months of my patient, long drawn, and exhausting fight, feel like putting it all down.
For the first time, earth seems to be moving under my feet. And I am alone, lone man standing now, with all opportunities to make money let go by..... still looking for a career, or may be not still...... wondering if all the literature about "dream", " career", "believer" a myth or this is just plain reality which needs to be accepted.
On the verge of a breakdown, my beliefs shaken, totally defeated, and a deep dark desert looming infront, don't know where to go, what to do, what next and when will this journey get over, or i would reach my own logical end of this life........ I fail to be "The Alchemist".
Seems the world is conspiring against me or maybe I have stopped wanting things badly enough. Standing alone on the battleground of job market in this period with a love and passion for a career, and not a mere "job"......... mocked at by batch mates, ridiculed for dreams, reprimanded for beliefs, I, for the first time today in last 7 months of my patient, long drawn, and exhausting fight, feel like putting it all down.
For the first time, earth seems to be moving under my feet. And I am alone, lone man standing now, with all opportunities to make money let go by..... still looking for a career, or may be not still...... wondering if all the literature about "dream", " career", "believer" a myth or this is just plain reality which needs to be accepted.
On the verge of a breakdown, my beliefs shaken, totally defeated, and a deep dark desert looming infront, don't know where to go, what to do, what next and when will this journey get over, or i would reach my own logical end of this life........ I fail to be "The Alchemist".
